scubakitty

scubakitty @ 2007-11-15T18:16:00

2007-11-15T23:22:40Z

grant threatened to call the cops on me a few weeks ago to take back his car he was originally going to give me. he left me stranded adn i had to get something asap or i was going to loose my job.

i told him to stop fucking me over

i told him i deserve SOMETHING for fuck sakes. i mean.... i did put everything i had into that relationship for five years.

he changed the locks on his doors so I cant even take whats mine. (like clothes and things)

hes not talking to me anymore... just got what he wanted plus some and pushed me away.

i was being so nice.... and he just pisses all over me.

i'm slandering his name because i am pissed off. he can at least be fucking decent enough for me to take my personal belongings. the washer and dryer are literally mine! like mine bought for me. and he wont give them back or buy them out. i should call the cops on him.

then he'll turn around and say he still cares he still has feelings for me. fuck that. hes a total 100% selfish bastard. who leaves a woman stranded with nothing with her job on the line? his work is 3km from that house. i have to drive from caledon to barrie to toronto etc. things like that everyday. thanks a lot buddy.

then he says he wants to be friends.

wtf? i'm calling a lawyer... my uncle.

scubakitty @ 2007-10-23T13:39:00

2007-10-23T17:40:26Z

my folks were going to help me buy my car but now they are not. they aren't because peter is mexican. seriously. they think he is going to steal the money because he is mexican now they aren't going to give me any. i didnt know they were racist

scubakitty @ 2007-10-12T10:08:00

2007-10-12T14:09:19Z

there's a lesbian couple in my building and i feel soooo jealous. seriously.

i need a girlfriend. anyone know anyone in toronto?

scubakitty @ 2007-10-04T11:46:00

2007-10-04T15:47:32Z

he was so concerned, so upset that i would screw him over. he made me believe that i was screwing him over.

i was so wrong. he is smarter than i thought.

i got the shit end of the stick and now he is avoiding me. here we go - i start all over again.

thanks for nothing, buddy

scubakitty @ 2007-09-28T14:24:00

2007-09-28T18:25:51Z

ok this is a continuation.

i'll make this short.

i called buddy boy grant and told him to keep his car and go f himself. he's a child and if he wants to play dirty then he can keep whatever the hell he wants and i can move on.

end

scubakitty @ 2007-09-28T09:24:00

2007-09-28T13:30:09Z

i need to vent

ok i am going to say some things and you guys can give me advice if you want but mostly this is for my own good to get some stuff out not a cry for advice but i would still like to hear some opinions.

my divorce.

so far the deal is about 80-20. grant gets 80 i get 20. i get the bed, couch, car and some kitchen stuff. grant bought me a laptop. grant gets the house and everything in it including stereo system, tv, computer, 200+ movies, furniture, cds, nintendo etc.

80-20 right...? in my opinion anyway. i mean he gets the damn house he has an asset... but I figured you know what i have a new boyfriend, new apartment and a new job to look forward to. I have my life... i might get the shit end of the stick but hey i am happy and i have my life.

yesterday....
i talk to grant. as of October 1st I am uninsured on the car and I cant drive it. uhm, thanks for the warning buddy. so now i wont be able to move into my apartment and keeping my job is in jeopardy.

hold on i'll post mroe alter

scubakitty @ 2007-09-09T19:26:00

2007-09-09T23:27:23Z

i need an apartment. one in toronto by myself. 850 a month is my max. any ideas? thank you

scubakitty @ 2007-07-20T19:07:00

2007-07-20T23:14:49Z

I want to make an entry but I'm not too sure what to say.

I'm picking up Robin tomorrow and we're going drinking on the reserve.

My old work is PISSED that I quit, I didn't realize they would be this mad at me. I seriously thought they were going to fire me so I was just covering my ass - but apparently they were really really happy with me and excited about me working with them. oh well.

My dogs need excercise, they havent gotten much this week so I am going to take them out now.

scubakitty @ 2007-07-13T16:37:00

2007-07-13T20:38:01Z

my job is so boring i hate it i sit here all day and nothing happens.

So I got a new job this morning - starting wednesday I will be an environmental remediator. (yay)

time to go drinking at the moonshine toooniiigggghttt!

scubakitty @ 2007-07-11T08:54:00

2007-07-11T12:54:44Z

i'm bored and hungry. someone entertain me

scubakitty @ 2007-06-18T15:15:00

2007-06-18T19:15:50Z

Rumor is going to the vet soon, she is very ill. She is having anal troubles.

scubakitty @ 2007-06-11T17:28:00

2007-06-11T21:31:47Z

Every minute my neibours are home their dog is out in the yard. They don't pay too much attention to him they just put him out there and leave him out there. It wouldn't bother me so much, but they leave him on a chain. a short chain. don't dogs go all crazy if they are on a chain all the time? or am i wrong? i let him come over and play if he is alone for too long. i also give him toys and cookies, my neibours don't mind when i play with him and feed him... so its ok.

scubakitty @ 2007-06-08T22:10:00

2007-06-09T02:23:33Z

The Rules Are As Follows
1. You shall put your music player on shuffle.
2. You shall press forward for each question.
3. You shall use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. You shall give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

How are you feeling today?
"Upon The Raging Storm" - Profugus Mortis (I'm pissed!!! No I'm not I kid)

Will you get far in life?
"July" - Katatonia (I'll make it until july then I'm gone for)

How do your friends see you?
"black seeds on virgin soil" - Old Mans Child (i'm a babymaker of some sort?)

What is your best friend's theme song?
"The itch" - Katatonia (awesome song, awesome person)

What is the story of your life?
"Criminally insane" - Slayer (thats why i'll only make it until july)

What is high school like?
"the beauty of this form" - Profugus Mortis

How can you get ahead in life?
"my twin" - katatonia (i dont have a twin, i'm doomed)

What is the best thing about your friends?
"slaves to the slubliminal" scar symmetry (thats the BEST thing about them)

What is in store for this weekend?
"kaleidoscope god" - scar symmetry (sweet! I havent played with one of those in years)

How is your life going?
"arise" - steel attack (one minute i'm going insane in july....)

What do your friends really think of you?
"the illusionist" - scar symmetry (SWEET)

Do people secretly lust after you?
"the crestfallen" - soilwork (I don't know!!)

How can you make yourself happy?
"the beauty of this form" - profugus mortis (masturbating??)

What should you do with your life?
"the soul reciever" - old mans child (kill people)

Will you ever have children?
"versus terminus" - in flames (no)

scubakitty @ 2007-06-04T21:29:00

2007-06-05T01:31:17Z

I spendt about 11 hours designed my new tattoo.... (maybe even more than that) and I'm not even finished. Any way I accidentally ripped the piece of paper in half. I'm a fool

scubakitty @ 2007-05-24T14:25:00

2007-05-24T18:27:36Z

I was sick today. I barfed a lot. Like... A LOT. and it was pink. Seriously. Like fleshy pink. It hurt too. I feel better now.

scubakitty @ 2007-05-03T07:47:00

2007-05-03T11:53:32Z

Hi everybody, how are you all doing?

I have a job interview in 2 hours. I really, really, really want this job. The job I currently have is awesome - I have no complaints about the people there or the work I do. The only thing that gets me is the driving. One day I'm in Cambridge, the next I'm in Welland. Sometimes I'm lucky and I get Hamilton - the deal with that is ANYWHERE in Hamilton. One call I'll be in Stoney Creek, the next in Tapelytown, next west mountain, next downtown. It can take 40 minutes to get from one side of Hamilton to the next. The wear-and-tear on the car isn't worth it. Plus the hours bother me - 70 hours a week. damn.

But I love working with clean air. What is the number 1 thing absolutely everyone on the entire earth do more than anything else? breathe. And how many of those people do you think breath clean air? not many.

My job interview today is another clean air job. It will be in an office (no driving) and it is literally one major road from my house (no driving). Happy. I talked to the guy on the phone and he seems very interested in me, I just have to knock his socks off today.

On another note - while in Montreal my friend and I got matching tattoos. happy. we got two words tattoed on our legs... but... there's a spelling mistake. yup. I'll post pictures after it is healed up.

bye for now everybody

scubakitty @ 2007-04-24T08:09:00

2007-04-24T12:15:25Z

I'm leaving for Montreal tomorrow.
I am so happy to go! I need a break.

I am not sad or depressed or anything like that but lately I just have not felt right. I've cried everyday and even at work in between calls I sit in my car and cry. I'm not sure why exactly but getting away with my closest friend will definetly set me right. Then when I come back I will be myself again. I don't even really have anything to cry about... I have no reason! I have just not been myself.

I leave tomorrow at midnight and I come back Saturday! I will post photos on facebook.

:)

scubakitty @ 2007-04-10T10:09:00

2007-04-10T14:17:42Z

Grant's a jerk.
I've been planning a trip to montreal with grant and his best friend for a while now. I've told Grant the dates over and over again. I'm paying for the entire trip, and its been in the works for a while.

Grant has yet to say one positive thing about the trip. He just bitches about useless shit and complains. It's making me feel horrible, like I made a wrong choice. But I really want to go to Montreal and grant and I have even said for a year next spring we are going to montreal.

So I feel like crap like I can't even enjoy the trip because sp far it seems like he doesn't want to go. EVen if I br ing it up in front of other people he has nothing to say about it.

The icing on the cookie is now hes saying he might not even go. Well fuck boy let me know! His job was to find babysitters for the dogs... which I could have found no problem for sure. Now hes saying he can't find babysitters for the dogs. Then yesterday hes givin me shit because apparently I didn't tell him the date of the trip. Whatever. hes known for weeks.

Anyway, even if something happened and he couldn't go, or even if he is going he shouldn't act like a jerk about this trip. He shouldnt be so negative and make me feel bad about it.

I already told him all this.

So I might have to bring someone else with me.

scubakitty @ 2007-04-05T07:31:00

2007-04-05T11:55:11Z

CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE

1. What's your name:
manda

2. How tall are you:
5 foot 6

3. What color are your eyes:
blue

4. What color is your hair:
blonde
5. Are you Male or Female:
girl

6. What is your best feature (physically):
slenderness

7. What's your shoe size:
8 or 9

8. Glasses, yes or no:
no

9. Did you ever have braces:
No

10. On a typical day you are wearing:
something nice for work

11. When you go to bed you're wearing:
sock and a tank top

12. work out/exercise about how often:
a couple times a week

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC

1. Name five of your favorite bands: (at the moment)
Sonata Arctica
Edguy
Hammerfall
Soilwork
Apocolyptica

2. Name five of your favorite singers: (at the moment)
The singers from those bands I suppose

3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop:
Bittersweet - Apocolyptica
Save me - Edguy
Letter to Dana - Sonata Arctica

4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now:
I don't know really, I guess if there was a song about being happy sure that one.

5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life in general:

6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio:

7. What's the last CD you bought:
Profugus Mortis - So it Begins

8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix:
Actual CD

9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do:
not embarassed, I liek cheesy power metal

10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be:
Sonata Arctica

11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand:
I'll listen to everything but there is A LOT I would NEVER put on by myself

12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of:

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actor:

2. Name your favorite actress:

3. Name your favorite television show right now:
Family Guy

4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen:
1. Eragon
2. Hannibal rising
3. i mant to see 300
4.
5.

5. Your favorite canceled television show:

7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently:
taladega nights

8. You would never watch a movie with:
i don't know, maybe a really drunk person who doesn't like the movie thats on and then they start tearing it apart all drunken-like

9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with:
popcorn and water

10. Three favorite tv channels:

11. Favorite reality show:
fuck off reality tv

12. Favorite character on a reality show:
they're all stupid

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)

1. coffee: delicious

2. dog: buddy

3. slut: ethical

4. candy: sour

5. pole: dart

6. ocean: water

7. brave: new world

8. loving: grant

9. cookie: subway

10. death: bed

11. life: happy

12. child: kaden

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life
thats shitty I wouldn't prefer either.

2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects
small insects, sounds slow and painful.

3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache
if your life had love in it then why would you have heartache? That doesn't even make sense to me. I'd go with the first one because with you are content then obviously you would have friends and you could just have a roomate that was your friend for the rest of your life and be happy that way and then sleep with whomever you wanted. sounds nice

4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge
... NO

6. No television OR No music
No tv. that was easy

7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever
No more chocolate

8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii
Europe, but I am going to Hawaii in 2007

9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one
what? If its my future soul mate then we'd have mroe time than a nhour, right? doesn't make sense. I'm too tired for these questions.

10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry
what?

11. Sex without love OR love without sex
well both happens in my life right now and it seems to be fine.

CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE

1. Are you currently in a relationship:
yes

2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone:
yes

3. Are you a virgin:
haha

4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one:

5. How many times have you been "in love":
don't know, I love a lot of people.

6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now:
anyonei love(d) is fukkin awesome and always will be I'm sure

7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone:
Personally I like a little meat
Beautiful eyes

8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone:
1. funny and fun to be with (obviously)
2. gotta be nice, don't hurt my feelings I'm sensitive
3.

9. Biggest turn offs include:
- being a jerk, don't hurt my feelings or play around with me. I like girls better because I find they're more straight forward. WHen It's a guy (very rare) I find they never tell me whats going on. It pisses me off and I loose interest

10. Your ideal date would be:
drinking followed by getting carried away

11. You want to get married, where, when, how:
HA

12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return:
I doubt it

CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS (of your friends, who would you say is:)

1. The one you immediately go to with a problem:
Kat

2. The most rational:
Kat

3. The funniest:
All my friends are funny

4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with:
grant

5. The craziest (but in a good way):
all

6. The most honest:
I don't know

7. The purest:
ha

8. The smartest:
they're all smart, as long as they can carry a conversation

9. The most athletic:
hm

10. The most compassionate:
:)

11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why:

12. The last one that said "I love you":
grant

scubakitty @ 2007-04-05T07:08:00

2007-04-05T11:24:04Z

001. Real name → Amanda
002. Nickname → amanda-pie
003. Single or taken → taken, but you can try anyway I;ll still sleep with you!
004. Zodiac sign → virgo
005. Male or female → girl!
006. elementary → abbey lane
008. Middle → brookdale
009. High → T.A. Blakelock and Iroqouis Ridge
(I seriously had to sit here and think about what schools i went to)
010. Hair color → blonde
011. Long or short → short, I need a cut badly
015. Are you health freak → not freak, but healthy yes.
016. Height → 5'6" maybe
017. Do you have a crush on someone → hells yes!!!
018. Do you like yourself → I'm awesome
019. Piercings - yes, somethin like 12
020. Tattoos → yes 4
021. Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery → I don't know, but I had surgery on my elbow 2 years ago.
023. First piercing → ears
024. First best friend → I don't know. A lot of names come to mind but I can't remember the order. I'm going to say Amanda Weaver.
025. First award → I d on't know, I'm too old to remember this kind of stuff
026. First sport you joined → meh
027. First pet → I don't know, I can;'t even remember first pet owned personally.
028. First vacation→
029. First concert → offspring, I remember that one
030. First crush →

CURRENTLY :

049. Eating → nothin
050. Drinking → nothin
052. I'm about to → shower
053. Listening to - bittersweet by Apocolyptica
054. Liking → music and this survey
055. Waiting for -- someone to talk to me on msn
057. Wearing → pyjamas
YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids? → no
059. Want to get married --> no
060. Careers in mind? → i want to incorporate health and the environment. Ground water sampling or indoor air quality technician

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OTHER SEX? :

068. Lips or eyes? → eyes
069. Hugs or kisses → hugs. definately hugs.
070. Shorter or taller → meh
072. Romantic or spontaneous? ---> eh, I don't understand
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms, I don't mind a gut
074. Sensitive or loud → I don't understand
075. Hook-up or relationship → well i have a relationship so a hook up would be PERFECT
077. Trouble maker or hesitant?-->

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. Kissed a stranger → yes
079. Drank bubbles → what?
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no
081. Ran away from home → I moved out
082. Broken any bones → elbow
084. Broken somone's heart → yes it's horrible really
085. Been arrested → no
086. Turned someone down → yes I can think of a few instances
087. Cried when someone died → of course I'm not a monster
088. Liked a friend → of course, don't they usually start with friendship?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself --> Fuck yeah
090. Miracles → that's a load of crap
091. Love at first sight → no... well.... infactuation at first sight I experianced it and it was awesome
092. Heaven →
093. Santa clause →
094. Sex on the first date → why is that something to believe in? do whatever you want
095. Kissing on the first date → usually that happens before a date
096. Angels →

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?→ ORGY! Seriously I'm really looking forward to this long weekend and having some quality Amanda time!!
099. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?→ I suggest it to everyone
100. love? thats not a question thats just a word with a question mark behind it.

scubakitty @ 2007-03-31T07:49:00

2007-03-31T11:51:37Z

I'm going to explain myself a little better.

I went to a concert on the weekend and there was a girl on stage playing and she was so, so, so beautiful and very talented. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. When everything was done she was going to be introduced to me so I ran away in the bathroom and hid for a bit. I finally met her and then next night I went all the way to toronto just to see her again. I am going to Montreal at the end of April to see her again (I'm going for other reasons as well)

I think she is out of my league but I can still dream

scubakitty @ 2007-03-25T13:02:00

2007-03-25T17:04:00Z

I didn't believe in love at first sight until last night.

scubakitty @ 2007-03-09T10:21:00

2007-03-09T15:36:47Z

I almost made it a morning without doing a survey, I kept myself busy with cleaning and such but meh here we go.

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Amanda
-- Birth date:
-- Birthplace: Oakville, ON
-- Current Location: Hamilton, On
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Blonde
-- Height: 6'5"

LAYER TWO
-- The shoes you wore today: sandels just so I could put poochies in the yard
-- Your weakness: sour candy and a pretty lady
-- Your fears: Styrofoam, money... and not saving the world!
-- Your perfect pizza: olives

LAYER THREE
-- Your thoughts first waking up: How much more time do I have?
-- Your best physical feature: Weight I suppose
-- Your bedtime: 11 or 1130 unless I'm drinking I like to go to bed early.
-- Your most missed memory: none, life is good now I'm sure in a few years from now this point in my life will be my most missed memory.

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke zero but mostly i like water
-- McDonald's or Burger King: wendys
-- Adidas or Nike:
-- Single or Group Dates: both
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: COFFEE

LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: no
-- Swear: fuk yeh
-- Sing: to pump myself up before a sale
-- Take a shower: I really need to
-- Have a crush(es): tee-hee
-- Do you think you've been in love: I do
-- Want to go to college: Been there, done that. NEVER AGAIN! I hate school
-- Believe in yourself: sure
-- Get motion sickness: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: A little bit, not a freak but I like to excercise and eat my fruits and veggies.
-- Get along with your parents: yes but thats because I don't live with them or see them very often

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Oh yells ya, last weekend I embarassed myself way too bad
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo: no
-- Eaten sushi: i wish
-- Been on stage: NO
-- Gone skating: no, havent been in years
-- Made homemade cookies: I might have, I think I will soon.
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahahahahah yes and it's fun. But only sometimes
-- Been called a tease: Yes
-- Shoplifted: Yes but never been caught

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: never I'm very comfortable with my situation right now.
-- Numbers and names of children: Talk to me when I'm 35
-- How do you want to die: Let's see.... first I want my limbs torn from my body and have wolves slowly eat me to death while at the same time having hannibal lector eat my cheeks and have a jerk give me paper cuts all over my body while someone preaches to me about jesus. Oh wait.... nevermind I usually don't think about dying.
-- Where you want to go to college: I already told you never again
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: I am already an air quality technician, but I would like to do stack sampling for stelco and dofasco

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? doesn't matter
-- Best hair color? dosn't matter
-- Short or long hair: short
-- Height: meh
-- Best weight: pudge
-- Best articles of clothing: i like band shirts and a pair of dickies on someone but dressed up in a nice suit can be sexy
-- Best first kiss location: doesn't matter, to tell you the truth I don't remember anything like that.

LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: a few, but not in years
-- Number of people I would trust with my life: what do you mean trust with my life? DO you mean people I trust not to take a knife and stab me in the face or do you mean trust to jump infront of a bullet for me? This question confuses me
-- Number of piercing: too lazy to count maybe 12
-- Number of tattoos: 4
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: none that i know of
-- Number of scars on my body: a bunch of little ones and a huge massive disgusting one on my elbow oh my it is so gross people want to vomit when they see it.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: nothin

LAYER ELEVEN
-- last cigarette: years ago?
-- last kiss: This morning
-- last good cry: at work last week I just had to deal with a really, really REALLY MEAN couple and it's not so much they were mean to me that upset me it's just it's SO hard to believe or accept that there are such HORRIBLE people in this world.
-- last library book checked out: i buy books
-- last movie seen: red dragon
-- last book read: chronicles of narnia or enders game
-- last beverage drank: water
-- last food consumed: spagetti
-- last phone call: my boss
-- last tv show watched:
-- last annoyance: carrying the machine at work always annoys me
-- last disappointment: my last appointment last night
-- last soda drank: coke zero
-- last thing written: This survey
-- last key used: House key last night
-- last words spoken: buddy, rumor.
-- last sleep: Last night
-- last ice cream eaten: vanilla prob but now I want an ice cream bar so I will probably pick one up on my way to work
-- last time hugged: ???
-- last time scolded: I don't know
-- last underwear worn: right now a grey pair
-- last bra worn: pink one
-- last shirt worn: tank i am wearing now
-- last time dancing:

I HATE: nothing currently
I FEAR: money
I HOPE: to start taking violin lessons
I FEEL: like i need to shower
I HIDE: under the blankie when i'm playing with poochies
I THINK: about poor air quality

scubakitty @ 2007-03-08T07:54:00

2007-03-08T13:05:06Z

1. My 'ex' is still: an extremely nice awesome person whom I would suggest to anyone.

2. I am listening to: Mastodon, if Grant knew I was listening to Mastodon he would shit because I don't let him listen to it around the house because I don't like it but I was in the mood just now.

3. Maybe I should: Do something productive before work like hit Ottawa St.

4. I love: sour candy

5. My bestfriends: are very attractive

6. I don't understand: why they're changing the streets downtown. If people don't understand one way streets than they don't understand how to drive. I am a bad driver and I've neer had an incident with one way streets so it makes me wonder about the other drivers out there.

7. I lost my respect for: my old manager, but that doesn't matter anymore.

8. I last ate: honey nut cheerios, if I do this survery every morning I will always say honey nut cheerios.

9. The meaning of my display name is: a scuba diving kitty

10. Love is: buddy and rumor!

11. Someday: I'm going to have all my debt paid.

12. I will always: be silly

13. Love seems to be: I alreay told you, Buddy and Rumor.

14. I never ever want to lose: my toes

15. My myspace is: a waste of time, but so is facebook and livejournal.

16. When I woke up this morning: Rumor was eating her own vomit and then vomited again and then tried to eat that, thats the sound I woke up to. SHe vomited in both crates.

17. I get annoyed at: money

18. Parties: I'm throwing one soon

19. My pet: they are all awesome crossum

20. Kisses: are very nice

21. Today I: took g man to work

22. I wish: my student loan would dissapear

23. I really want: to work hard today and make loads of money!

PRESENTLY-

01. is your hair wet?: no
02. is your cell phone right by you?: no
03. do you miss someone?: no
04. are you wearing chap stick?: no
05. are you tired?: no
07. are you watching tv?: no
08. are you wearing pajamas?: no

HAVE YOU-

01. recently done anything you regret?: yes last week I regret not working harder but this week I'm on fire.
02. ever lied?: yes
04. ever kicked someone?: haha yeah
05. ever tripped over your own feet?: sure

TODAY-

01. have you cursed?: yes I said shit
02. have you yelled at someone: no
03. have you gotten mad at someone?: no

RANDOM-

Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now? yes
Q: do you have any siblings?: yes
Q: Do you want children?: no, ask me again when I am 35.
Q: do you smile often?: I do
Q: do you wish on stars?: no
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: yes
Q: do you like your handwriting?: no
Q: are your toenails painted?:no
Q: are you a friendly person?: yes I have to be I go into peoples homes everyday for work.
Q: who's bed did you sleep in last night?: mine
Q: what size ring do you wear?: I don't know
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?: black
Q: do you have any pets?: three
Q: what were you doing at 7pm yesterday?: working, I was in a guys house who had asthma, allergies to dust, breathing problems, he couldn't sleep through the night so I had to go over and help fix him up.
Q: Is tom on your friends list?: nope
Q: ever cried on your friend's shoulder? I probably have
Q: Are you genuinly happy?: YES

quiz-tastic

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1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes
2. What song describes your relationship status? beautiful
3. How much does your dog weigh? one is 90lbs the other 65lbs
4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? both i guess i'm sure both have happened
5. Ever waxed your legs?YES
6. Earrings or necklaces? both
7. Who have you talked to most today? it's 745 am so Grant just because I said: "have a good day at work, love ya and see you later"
8. SEX!? i asked for it this morning
9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? My neighbour Steve
10. Color of your shirt? black
11. How many years have you taken a language? 22
12. Who's on speed dial 5? I don't have speed dial
13. What color is your background on your computer mainly? it's a picture of suzuki sidekicks
14. Do you wish on 11:11?hells no
15. Good advice if you ever go camping? don't forget a tent... or food...
16. Are you a bad influence? no
17. What color are your eyes? blue
18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? mine I am amanda
19. Would you do anything for someone? well when you say anything... anything could be me getting my ass ripped open and then drinking all the juice and blood that came out so I'd have to say no I wouldn't do that at all so no I wouldn't do anything for anyone.
20. Have you ever been called a whore? probably
21. Favorite color? all of them
22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? yes because I am happy a lot
23. What song is on? none but now that you mention it I will put one on.
24. Are your grades good? they varied but I am no longer in school so I don't worry about it
25. Do you have any friends with benefits? yes and it is awesome
26. Does your best friend have a facebook? my closest friends do and they are awesome.
27. Who's page did you last visit? livejournal
28. Last time you went out to lunch? yesterday
29. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls? no never seen it ever
30. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? no
31. Have you ever watched the O.C and enjoyed it? what is the oc?
32. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D? no
33. Which radio stations are your favorites? 102.1, 103.3, 97.7
34. Are you a Lost fanatic? NO. no way I don't really care about shitty tv programing
35. How many in your cell contact list? I lost my cell phone on saturday due to heavy drinkage.
36. Do you have an ozzy song in your library? many ozzy is good stuff
38. Alannis Morstte? no
39. Do you watch Family Guy Regularly? i watch family guy on dvd only but I do watch it regularly.
40. Favourite cat? my kitty! Her name is kitty
41. Do you read? I do, I want to start reading the ethical slut!
42. Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present? I forgot my dad's birthday last month!
43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? of course it pumps me up before I do a site visit.
44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home? no
45. Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were bored? hells ya, disney
46. What's your favourite memory with your crush(past or present)? my crush - I have a few crushes... my favourite memory with Grant? In four years it's hard to pinpoint one but I'd say moving out together, buying a house together.
47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school? no
48. Have you ever liked a girl/boy but didnt ask her/him out because you were afraid? of course, of course. If i like someone now I usually do not hesitate.
49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life? no I'm not emo
50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your boyfriend/crush? of course
51. Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance? yea for sexual reasons only though
52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily? probably not
53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization? no if you saw my work bag you would cry
54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa? no
55. Do you know how to knit? i do
56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover? NO
57.Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile? NO!!
58. Do you keep a diary or journal online? uh... yes. Anyone who fills this out would have an online journal, no?
59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color? black
60. Baskin Robins or Coldstone? baskin... i don't know what coldstone is
61. Physics or chemistry? chemistry
62. Earphones or headphones? what
63. pink or teal? what a weird choice
64. Earrings or a ring? EARRINGS
65. Commitment, or casual dating .? commited with maybe some casualness
66. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings or Star Wars? HARRY POTTER
67. Fly or road trip? i haven't flown in years
68. Starbucks or Caribou? i love coffee from anywhere
69. What is your favorite Disney movie? i like a lot but the first one that came to mind is beauty and the beast
70. How much jewelry do you own? a bit but I dont really use it

1. First grade teacher's name: I don't know
2. Last person you kissed: grant
3. Last words you said: "buddy, rumor come here"
4. Last song you sang: full moon by Sonata Arctica
5. Last person you hugged: Grant I hug him every day when I get home from work, but I didnt hug him this morning
6. Last thing you laughed at: cat was spazing out playing with a package of halls and everytime she spazes out she lets her guard down and it gives the dogs a chance to charge her it's good times. Also I must say my client last night was a clown and that was pretty funny he made me balloon animals and he was just a happy go lucky guy.
7. What's in your CD player: sonata arctica now the cd "for the sake of revenge"
8. What socks are you wearing: white with grey toes
9. What's under your bed: dog toys
10. Current taste: honey nut cheerios
11. Current hair style: short and sweet
12. Current clothes: some thing i wore yesterday morning i am a dirty bastard.
13. Current Job: air quality technician
14. Current longing: Grant's birthday party!! I kind of want to try to get my curtain buisness underway.
15. Current desktop picture: I already answered this
16. Current worry: number one money all the way (but I'm sure EVERYONE worries about $)
17. Current hate: none
18. Story behind your username: I like cats that scubadive I think I saw it on ripleys believe it or not.
19. Current favorite article of clothing: sweater
20. Favorite physical feature(s) of the opposite sex: I find I'm attracted physically to guys who wear suits. (as long as they're hot) I think it's because grant does not wear suits ever so it's kind of a mental thing for me. As far as the same sex I like pudge and I like super awesome smiles.
21. Last CD that you bought: katatonia the great cold distance
22. Favorite place to be: home
23. Least favorite place:
24. Time you wake up in the morning: usually 630 but sometimes we sleep in especially on Sunday I will be in bed til 9
25. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be?: violin
26. Current favorite word/saying:
27. Favorite book: I need to read some new books
28. Favorite Movies:
29. Favorite Songs:
30. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: alicia fox
31. Favorite day: I don't know
32. Where do you want to go: hawaii
33. What is your career going to be: air quality technician or watershed steward
34. What kind of car will you have: i drive a cavalier and grant is going to buy a jeep. he's going to need to buy a lot of gas
35. A random lyric: Seven lifes of a man,passed before me. Seven graves,one for every love I've had. Only once I have broken my so called heart. Only one made me see why they cry. (That's broken by Sonatac Arctica, very very good song)
36. Eye Color: blue
37. Hair Color: blonde
38. Righty or Lefty: righty.
39. Zodiac Sign:
40. Innie or Outtie: Innie

DESCRIBE...
41. Your heritage: canadian
42. The shoes you wore today: boots
43. Your hair: short and choppy
44. Your weakness: gun shot to the heart I'd have to say
45. Your fears: heights, money, styrofoam (I am getting over it)
46. Your most recent secret?: I made a sale by flashing my underwear... but if you think about it it's only my underwear! It's not like I sucked his cock!
47. Your thoughts first waking up: Rumor is throwing up
48. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: opposite or same I like to see smiles!!
49. Your bedtime: I don't have a bedtime I'm a big girl now
50. Your most missed companion: hitomi
51. Your perfect pizza: olives
52. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sour
53. Single or group dates: single.
54. Dogs or Cats: both are good
55. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i don't drink ice tea anymore
56. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
57. Cappuccino or Drip: cappuccino
DO YOU...
58. Smoke: no
59. Curse/swear: yes
60. Sing: yup
61. Take a shower everyday: no i'm a dirty bastard
62. Have a crush: sure
63. Think you've been in love: yes i'm in love with buddy!
64. Want to go to college: been there. done that
65. Want more than what you’ve got: seriously - friends in Hamilton
66. Type with your fingers on the right keys: which are the wrong keys???
67. Think you're attractive: I got somethin going for me I think
68. Think you’re a health freak: not a freak but I try.
69. Get along with your parents: as long as I only talk to them once or twice a mont hI'm good.
70. Play an instrument: not currently

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS:
71. drink: yes.
72. Smoke: no
73. Done a drug: no
74. Made Out: hells yes I LOVE making out!!!
75. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no I dont eat that stuff
76. Eaten sushi: yes
77. Been dumped: no
78. Made homemade cookies: yea.
79. Been in love: yupp
80. Gone skinny dipping: too cold
81. Dyed your hair: no
82. Stolen anything: no

HAVE YOU EVER..
83. Had too much to drink: yes
84. Been caught cheating: nope.
85. Been called a tease: yes
86. Gotten beaten up: yes
87. Changed who you were to fit in?: When I was young and stupid maybe a little but now no way tkae me as I am
88. Cried at something beautiful: "something beautiful?" no
89. Spent too much money on something you didn’t need: probably
90. Cried when someone died: everyone does, no?
91. Something you like that others find weird: Balonga sandwiches with ketchup, egg salad with antipasto.
92. Friend you have known the longest who you remain friends with: kim vanerp
93. Last show you attended?
94. Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? closed.
95. Have you ever had a member of the opposite sex in your room? every day actually
96. Do you believe that your name fits your personality? sure
97. Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? no I have never
98. Do you moan like the people on the Herbal Essences ads? if I'm masturbating at the same time
99. When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? Start it then get in
100. What's the day you were born?